mom read through my smses the other. saw the msges frm prabhu(sp). started questioning me. hmm. got kind pissed. she made it suond so wrong. ya. i know watever she says is for my own good. etc.etc. ya ya. but there realli is nth going on. and why on earth with him? and tt was lyk aften dunno how many million years later tt he msged me. ( a couple of months i mean) ya. haiz. watever la. though i kinda regret sms-ing. but there's nth much i can do rite?
 
am in a real bad mood nowadays. pms? i dun think so lehz. told jiawei off. been very mean to tt idiot desmond. and ya. bullying XINLE very often. hehe. tt cant be blamed. ya. anyway, at home aso thinks seem to be getting worse. haiz. feel so outcasted now. my bro and i. i dunno. my parents and me. i dun think they trust me. since the start. but aft the sms thing, i tink it became more obvious.
 
though my father tries to crap at times. there are much lesser now. i'm not playing around anymore. i'm no more the crapper nor the noisy one at home. i'm different. tts b'coz i have a feeling tt my presence is not really welcomed at home. i dunno. izzit the pressure i have on myself? the stress due to exams? or something else? i realli dunno. yesterday, my mother nv really spoke to me. i thought tt it was obvious tt she was trying to avoid me. my dad started to nag/scold. i dun feel good.
 
today i planned to off my hp for most of the time. and i hope i can continue with it. i probably onli on it lyk aft 10 pm. hmm. i dun lyk this feeling. waiting for it to go away. haiz. i dun think i can do it. i dun think i can make it. i mean  MIGHT pass my o'levels. but even if i do they're so to be lousy grades. haiz. nvm.
 
todays pe was nice. hehe. 4o7 has really started to enjoy our pe days. man! mrs ee's nice! (cant believe i actually brought myself to say tt), =X
 
i betta go. need to go for mt class.
 
 

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2:34 pm

wee! one week in a new classroom. 4o7 has currently invaded classroom 1O2. its all b'coz jiamin had some op for her knee. and her knees are weak to climb four flight of stairs.
 
being in the first floor is fun. very near to canteen. very near to assembly area. hee! no need to worry about being late for pe. but the sad thing ish tt we're always early for the other lessons. hmm. one more sad thing. its quite from the toilet. the 4o7 classroom was more accessible to the toileet. however, mr tan doesnt lyk us being there. wonder why. probably 'coz most of the time b4 his lesson with us, he'll be teaching 3p3 which is at the 4th storey. tts not our problem wat! but tt old man ish trying to chase us off back to our classroom. haiz.
 
my class got alot politics going on. woo. not alot la. but so many gossips flying here and there. haiyOx. yesterday was kelly's bday. ok. den wat else?
 
had this lame racial harmony celcebration (or so they call it) on friday. yea. tts it.
 
today's girgl guides meeting was not bad. not as bad as i thought it was gonna be.  listening to new now. hee.
 
o'levels nearing. wait a minute. prelims are even nearer. my ss/el paper is lyk in 6-7 weeks. tts scary man! haiz. pam needs to buck up. muz pull up my socks.
 
hey. ya. tt mrs loh ah. she go write down my name as one of the 10 representatives of 4o7 to go for speech day. wat the hell? it was the first time i was not attending speech day k? i guess the school muz have FINALLY realised tt it was stoopid to give me the prize for being the 1st in higher tamil when there's lyk onli 2 pple in our school who learn higher tamil. finally, intelligence is able to get thru some pple. =X and now she wants me to represent the class. please la. pple fridays are so precious to me. they are so damn precious to me. damn precious.

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9:17 pm

yesterday had this 4ht3 class gathering which was onli planned on friday. as expected very little pple turned up, in fact onli 6. tts one third of the class. me, deepa, nishanthi, kasthuree, aravinth and ganesh.

we were suppsoed to meet at 1. i arrived there at 1.05pm. kasthuree was already there. deepa couldnt contact nishanthi. and was waiting for her at some unknown bus-stop for the past half hour. den aravinth and ganesh were rushing to dhouby ghaut mrt from np. tts lyk so far away. eventually when everyone turned up, it was 1.45. hmm. i had to leave at 2.30. 45 minutes still not so bad ba.

went to ps. on our way saw vjc pple putting up street performances for charity. kewt! den when we finally entered ps. it was 2.10. denevry fast food we went to. it was real crowded. macs. kfsc. bk. pizza hut. eventually we went to ljs. and ate. by the time, i finished it was about 2.40. i cud hve left. but the conversation was lyk too ncie to go ba. tts why. i stayed until 3.

aft tt i rushed lyk hell. for tuition. turned out 45 minutes late!! shit!! den i onli had lyk 1 1/2 hours of tuition.

anyway, i had this stoopid stoopid arguement with hakim on the outing the da b4. den i said something about him. he insisted on me too. den i kinda said something about his character, etc. den yeterday he sms me and told me. he's down. he's not his usual self. i was lyk wat the hell. on friday he was lyk, i dun care. EGO! dammit! i cant be bothered. he wants to talk it out. if he talks, and it makes me more pissed. i dun think i'll ever talk to him ever again. i currently cant be bothered about him. hate me? go ahead la. i give no damn!

hehe. yesterday jy msged me ask me to buy scouts donation tickets. he sounded abit diff yesterday. but to the nicer side i guess. no sarcarsm at all. tts lyk so not jy. hmmm. but he was nice. lol. =)

kavitha akka got her liscence. so we went for a joy ride yesterday. hee. from my house to the trafice light in front of george's house. den turn back to the main road which was in front of my house. =) nice. hehe.

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9:19 am

You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
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You are going to marry Brad Pitt. He is always
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very talented as an actor. He is also very
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i'm now feeling lyk writing a proper(long) blog entry. b4 tt, grace, my tag board is somehow at the bottom of the page. juz scroll down and 'll see it. k?

today we had this rahter boring a-maths lesson. it was more on a recap of e-maths. and to make it worse i was real sleepy. haiyox! followed by some chemistry lesson. i am starting to dislike ms chow's chemistry nowadays. i wonder why. but the next period was worth looking forward to. pe. TEE BALL!! yesh! i was so looking forward to it. but majority of my class was disappointed when mrs ee had to go for a meeting. It was the first time in history tt 3o7(2003)/4o7(2004) had many pple not being happy about having a free period for PE! woah! today made history man! during our free period. i forgot what we did. but i remember ms png talking to jiawei about the radio in our class. *_*!

i kinda forgot wat i did during recess. oh ya! siimynn came down for recess aft a long long time. woo~ den chit-chat with her. she seemed so happy. muz be something to do with a guy. wonder who? dun tell me wk came in her dreams again. lolx. den for cme we wrote a testimonial. man! tt was tough! writing for luann. hehe. during recess me keep saying tt luwen has got no gd qualities. i think tt kinda pissed her off. but who cares!

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3:48 pm

You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


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3:47 pm

wee~ yesterday had pot luck. hmmm. hakim says i still owe him a whisky.brandy. tot i told him i cudnt afford it. oh yea. nishanti gave me this nice tee for my bdae. =) tml is the eve of kasturee's bday. they gonna sabo her. poor ger. good luck to her man. wonder wat the head prefect would do. send us all for dentention. b'coz his beloved got sabo-ed? hEe.

p.s: i wrote this post for the sake of making my tag board re-appear. hope it does.

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10:05 pm

Earth Godess: Your very independant and calm. you
love the outdoors and love anything that helps
to express your self, like music or art. Your
are distant, caring kind and very elegent, not
to mention actractive.


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12:26 pm

Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
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and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.

Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.

Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
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11:47 am

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11:41 am

today bp had a youth day celebration. or tt so they call.

four items. or was it five? the potatoes' performance. CO! the cheena girls. modern dance. the cinderella opera. and yesh! akhmad's performance. woo. six.

the talk of the day. akhmad jati's performance! 'its the time to disco'. akhmad is the shahrukh or saif of bpghs. *steps aside to puke* okie. but he was so not him! dancing. swaying. disco-ing. wee! where was tt nerd nerd akhmad?

siimynn said tt if it wasnt for the face, she wud have been drooling. lolx. tts wat i call mean. hah! the best performance of the day indeed. three cheers for akhmad! hip! hip! hooray! LOL!

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6:49 pm